I love you but you couldn’t have expected me to sit back and watch you with someone else, even if you were only friends. Especially since you totally lost contact with me after that relationship began.
You’re heart was never truly in ‘us’, and I’m sure it never will be. And I guess I always knew that.
I don’t want to stop talking to you. I don’t want to not be close to you. I truly care about you and your happiness though. So if avoiding me and cutting me out of your life completely will achieve that happiness, I totally respect that. I just hope you know that I am sorry and I will never not care about you. I will always be here no matter what happens.
my life is a constant cycle of waiting until the weekend and then not doing anything when it comes